So late still couldnt slp omg, chum liao. Suddenly feel the loneliness knocking on my door. I used to tell her everything, she would enocurage. Times goes by, shes not interested anymore. Now im all alone, feeding on sorrows, swallowing pain, embracing emptiness. An angel, or rather like a guardian by my side just turn her back on me few mths back. Happened too fast like a dream. Still couldnt believe it. Thy angel break thou wings, succumb to temptations. Will a 2-timed guy, furthermore rich, take seriousness in relationships? They should know the answer themselves. Guess some girls just love sweet talks, go into confusion, fall into traps. I believed im better than him lotsa times irregardless of looks and character. Any takers? I dont drive around with father's car, prey and cheat on girls. Freakin whitish pale pig, fancying girls calling him a handsome hunk. My friend laughed til faint. The laughter was from the bottom of his heart lolz i can see it. He's covered with paper notes all over thats why hes handsome wahahaa. I feel sorry for his gf, kept in the dark all this while. Haiz everythings over, i just dont like his blardy face. Those that makes you boil when you see him haha.

I can see she's working hard to get her fees raised. From what i know she never go club because she's giving tuition everyday and im glad. Addictive to party life only destroy one.
Hmm my rooms in a mess, lol, all the pig stuffed toys slping with me. If only things can be simple. This shadow's too enormous to be swiped. I was waiting for her to salvage everything but she chose to hang. Time is taking away my love bits by bits, posioning my memories. How long more? Is that all for a 5year+ relationship? Even more than 5 years cos we see each other everyday. It already feels like hubbie and wife lolz haiz. Feelings fade...i spat at that statement. Thats norm, i think its the level of sincerity that matters. If you know distance is furthered, jolly well closed up the gap. The letters she wrote are still intact and i dont dare to look at it. It only drives me crazy. I still wear the ring she gave me but she took hers out. When she was sick while i was taking care of her, she still wore it. Last sat, i looked at it and its not on her finger anymore. She wore a new ring. Maybe shes attached to a new guy...k felt betta after spatting all that out, time for bed. Got a feeling will dream of her againz haizz.. cOme on u and i collide lllolx

Thanks mei for tidying up my blogsite. Just treat the coupon as a gift of appreciation of taking up your time listening me blabber for 2? 3mths? lolz. Somethings just cant say forget then i can forget, im a sentimental guy afterall :x. At least im betta now, i wonder hows carol doing. Never online, msg her also never reply hmmm~

Finally find bed and I cOllide...