I'm walking out of track. Have been adding more and more administrative working experience into my resume which doesn't help what i'm suppose and wanted to do. People advised just do for the time being. 9-6 daily, sometimes OT, reached home finished what i'm supposed to do. And in the end 'time being' became permanent job until the day i feel like quitting. With no motivating factor in life, i feel like i'm just wasting time everyday. Rewind time please and i shall agree to being an graphic design apprentice for $1.2k~At least i won't be like a living dead now. I'd rather go be warehouse assistant unload and load goods than wearing formal, sit in office rot, feeling 'gu-niang', thinking this is a 'gals job'......

Element – Fire